Thursday, December 17, 2009

So Tired...

Yawn. I am so exhausted. I am fighting off a cold and all I want to do is sleep. On top of that I just started the Crinone last night... was supposed to start the day before. And, I am just done with everything. I'm done with work and I'm done with my co-workers and I'm done with this year. I haven't got all of my Christmas stuff done and I'm completely over this holiday.

I can't believe how much stuff I have left to do. I have my Dad, H's Dad, my brother and his girlfriend and my Grandmother to buy for still. Oh and I also have to finish buying H's gifts and buy all the stuff to fill his stocking. Did I mention that all I really feel like doing is sleeping.

And, I have been eating nothing but crap. I've gained 3lbs and feel disgusting.

Do you think I could be depressed? I have felt like this for so long I don't even know if it really is just being tired or just being tired of everything. I can't wait for 2010 and a fresh perspective on things.


Mad Hatter said...

I hear you so loud and clear, sister. I just want to curl up here on the sofa and sleep, but instead I have to leave in 23 minutes to drive The Teenager way the hell across the city. It could be that you're just burnt out and need to recharge...Or it could be something hormonal - how's your thyroid?
I have tons of shopping to do also...very tempted by gift cards this year....Hang in there!

Valery said...

this time of year certainly doesn't help lift your feelings or your energy. Maybe a brisk walk during daylight hours will make you feel invigorated again? it's almost weekend... it's ok taking care of you! Wish I was closer so we could walk together and talk about follie-sizes/linings/hormone levels or just a park looking beautiful with a touch of snow.

Fran said...

Oh sweetie, I'm worse than that when we talk about Christams presents, I will probably go today and the thought of the amount of people out doing the same gives me the shivers.
I don't know if you are depressed, but if this thought is on your mind you probably should talk to someone about it. Sending you big hugs and positive vibes. Fran

Phoebe said...

I'm with you on wanting the new perspective in 2010!!

Phoebe said...

I also wanted to say "thank you" for all the wonderfully supportive comments you have left me these last couple of weeks. It's meant a lot to me.

It's very challenging to take care of yourself when you feel depressed. This whole IF process can be so draining. Let's try not to let it get us down too much!!