What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
The first part of that question entered my mind a multitude of times over the 3 or so years of trying to get pregnant that H and I went through. It was usually followed by a wistful sigh and a day dream of holding my own baby, or me being heavily pregnant at Christmas time or of H. asleep on the couch with our baby lying sleeping on his chest. When I actually found out I was pregnant, I shook like a leaf and cried deep heaving sobs of relief and joy. Now that I'm well over halfway through the pregnancy I finally believe that we will have a baby girl in our arms in the near future and I feel incredbily lucky. There's so much love and joy already.
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I still hold on to cynicism, I just can't picture the end result I want so much. I hold my breath every time they start a sonogram until I see it move or see the heartbeat. It's so sweet that it's so real for you now! I can't wait for that feeling, too!
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